I was going to write about a synchronized event that occurred on Friday but thought it sounded too airy fairy. It involved me pulling oracle cards for myself and the messages being confirmed in nature via observation encouraging me to prioritize, be disciplined, and have patience. I wasn't sure people would get it without the background story so axed it. However, yesterday I had a really amazing experience so must share :)
After being Reiki level I attuned, One of the changes I noticed in myself was during Reiki sessions - I entered a meditative state. Now, anyone who knows me will agree that in itself is a mircale. I'm usually in my head mulling something over,on the way, about to go, sometimes in the past, mainly in the future, and constantly in motion- It took me two weeks to slow down after quitting my job. I'm not a lotus position meditator because I'm impatient. Reiki is an intuitive practice although there are set hand positions and time recommendations for each position. It's more effective to tune into the energy and literally go with flow e.g. I'll put my hands on a clients shoulder , feel the energy leave my hands, only move them once the flow stops which can last 1 min or 7 mins ,versus staying in all position for 2 - 3 mins. I don't rush Reiki and tend to flow with the energy therefore can't tell how long a session will last. As a result, I enter the zone.
I quickly realized while in the zone, I was gifted with sight and often see symbolic images; fish, turn into a tadpole, into a frog which leaps out of the water and unto a lily pad, strong healthy tree in the desert surrounded by rows of small smooth stones in a circular motion being pumped water, fighting in a war with a client and seeing myself die, different animals, etc. I use to be afraid to say anything because I couldn't explain it but met Walking Hawk ( Native American Medicine man) who taught me how to interpret what I saw and tell the clientS (another post). I tell you this to explain my connection to animals and why I now observe them in nature and NOW LISTEN to their messages. Since, my Reiki I attunement my intuition has been really strong. I always had good instincts but now literally ask questions and get answers in my mind or am impulsed to pay attention via high pitched ringing. As a result, It brought me closer to God and also taught me spirituality is alot more involved than we are taught. So, I've established after a Reiki attunement changes can occur.
I was Reiki II attuned on Saturday. During the attunement I received symbolic images; Giraffee ( Intuition - long neck sees all but is grounded) , # 7 ( doors opening), Cows in a meadow creating a pathway ( unsure), glittery pool ( treasures to come not necessarily money - relationships- whatever), and a chanupa peace pipe ( connection to spirit). After the attunement one the students gave everyone a polished green gemstone which excited me -I love crystals. The only problem is she forgot the name of the crystal which is tough because it's hard to identify them once there polished. it's important to know the name of the gemstones because they all have special jobs; heal, help with intuition, abating fear, creating abundance, etc. We all said Thank you, felt honored, but rushed to finish the class because there was alot to cover and it was already 6:30pm. The class finally ended around 10:30pm. My friend Milly and I got home around 1am. We went to sleep much later - she slept over and we talked non stop.
In the morning , we were extremely tired from our late night and attunements. I forgot to add attunements aren't fun; for 21 days you have to nurture yourself, get rest, eat good food, drink alot of water because you're energy field is dispelling toxins (jacked). I had a massive headache and slept on and off all day Sunday. I realized that my dreams were very vivid, realistic, and erratic ( no theme). I was bombarded with images and couldn't try to figure them all out. By the third time I feel asleep, I had a dream that I was given a bag of green stones that I couldn't identify - I asked "what are these?" and was given a telepathic message "
Green Tourmaline".
I woke up immediately and started researching the stone in my crystal book
" The Book of Stones who they are & what they teach" by Robert Simmons
Stones Heal and it's not often that I'm guided to a stone. In order to become a great healer, you have to self heal; if you're scared face your fears, love yourself, dig deep and find the root cause of consistent issues ( relationships) by analyzing beliefs, actions, lessons. break cycle/ habit, forgive yourself and other person. I journal none stop and spend alot of time in reflecting and self healing - it's alot of work but worth it.
As you can imagine , I was curious to see what I was guided to heal and was surprised to know Green Tourmaline is the jackpot of healing stones here are a few uses;
It's a chakra stone which is more effective than Rose Quartz & Pink Tourmaline for the 4th chakra because it aligns the heart's electromagnetic field with the earth's electromagnetic field strengthening the physical heart; calming the nervous system, emotions, and facilitating the proper flow of healing energy throughout the body
Premier Self Healing Stone
Enhances Gardens /House plants/ and can be used to connect to the spirits of plants and animals - great for sacred herbal medicine
Spiritually - It connects the user with Divine Love
Emotionallyy -counters fear of change or the over regulation of one's life & habits
Physical - Stimulates Proper cell function and reproduction. Cancer stone - assists in etherically treating cancers and other cell growth imbalances.One of the strongest stones for vibrational healing of the heart.
Affirmation for this stone - I am physically whole and vibrantly alive. The strength of my heart fills and surrounds me, and I am a positive force in the world.
Of course I had to have it and started searching online to order it. I mean it was perfect for me in every way....but, I was impulsed and told " You already have it". I thought of my Reiki II class and grabbed my purse , searched for the stone I was given, and compared it to pictures in the book, online, etc. Again, it's hard to identify stones once they are polished so I emailed my Reiki Teacher whose going to follow up with the girl who gave it us. I'm pretty sure it's Green Tourmaline but am not sure.
No matter, I Reiki'd myself with the stone on my heart chakra for 25 minutes after cleaning and programming - my headache disappeared. I then wrote a letter forgiving my ex's, myself , and released any boxed emotions, sending distant healing to the past, and used the power symbol to seal it with positive affirmations - major self healing sessions. I dedicated the good karma of that session to all the women in the world praying for help, strength, hope, fearlessness, self love, etc. My friend and I also sent Reiki to each other at the same time increasing the power of our self healing session. It was one of the most powerful healing session I'd ever experienced and I had I've had great sessions.
I think it's a miracle. I found my Reiki II teacher looking for meet ups which would allow me to practice, noticed she was promoting a Shamanic Reiki class, attended believing I'd learn about my symbolic visions, met Walking Hawk who not only taught me how to interpret my visions, told me what my power animal was, and forcefully told me to grow it up - it's a strong animal but an adolescent fearful of it's own power/ unsure, had my life purpose validated in a cornmeal ceremony, learned how little we all know of our own inner strength , alchemy, spirituality, and how nature helps us, learned to trust myself, embrace my new gifts, develop my intuition, stand strong in my sense of self, heal myself, heal others, and expect synchronized miracles from God - stranger giving me a powerful healing stone and finding out the name of it in a dream.
My life is truly magical
I will write about Walking Hawk and what else I've been up to for the past two weeks.
